Hollow
Asked about my emotional experience due to the conquest of Shusha and declaration of armistice, there was a look of triumph, hurrahing and... immediate blackout into hollow: nerves grew limp and consciousness became flabby after more than thirty years of inner tension.At first I thought it was the end of thirty years long tragedy; however, when I saw a slogan of Nazi Garegin Njde "Not a single day without a fight against Turks" on news site of Russian Armenians